Merdeka Eve

Tomorrow is is the last day of August, means National Day!

Its a vry important day indeed,rite? Its a...HOLIDAY! XD

And MMU declared holiday today at its eve too!

Today is such a perfect day for outings!! :( 

Bro had went kl..sis wanted too but due to my sickness cant go kl shopping together..

Gomennasai ane~ :'{

Yesterday was hellish..The pain was so unbearable i cried afew times..

Then mom and dad took me to the clinic,my face squeezed together in agony to endure the pain haih..

And it turned out that my fever was 102F(or 38.8889celcius). O_O

Woah since when my fever got so high!And mom kept saying,how come u never told us bout the fever??? ._.''

Doc gave me some medicine and said my fever should drop by today.

If it doesnt(choii) then have to go back and take blood test. (OMG NOOOOO!)

As for today, hmm i do feel alot better, the fever still here im not sure if its dropped or not..

Gonna see my dear afew mins time  :D~

I promise i'll treat myself better in the future and wont get myself sick!

Nearly every week i back home also sick one dunno why! 

Looks like im gonna spend my lovely merdeka eve at home...

I hate this feeling! :((

Oh oh btw!

Look what iv bought last week!

HEHEHEH~

I stumbled upon this in popular the other day!

Guess how much is this?? RM32only!

It is smaller sized version and with soft cover,thats why its so cheap haha

But dont worry, the contents all are exactly the same. weeeee~

Gonna wait til sem break only read it!

Blogging again!

Omg i just spent the past two freaking hours surfing net trying to find cute widgets to decorate my blog LOL
AND.....i couldnt find one.
Well i did found a cute twitter widget, tried it and it seems to take forever to load my tweets here.
And so i have no choice but to use the default one :) (Ok what rite rite??)
Then i wanted to find a date counter to count the days me and my dear coupled. :P
AND i failed too :( Some too fancy, some too serious looking, just not the kind to suit my blog. haih.
I can be very very obsessed in my blog, or wont touch it at all.
hehe bad habit of mine.

Was linking other blogs and found that some of them either no longer exists or is dead like mine used to be.
I think my blog is like dead for bout a year+?
Hehe..Rachel told me that everytime she comes visit my blog and her name was there
(My last post before this blog is certified death was with the title "Date with Rachel" Lol)
And now this blog is officially alive again! HEHEHEH~

With love ;)

PS: Pls DO tell me hows my new skin!Simply love it very much!Teehee <3
Credits to Gisele Jaquenod & Birdie !Loads of cute stuffs there!

Sick sick go away, pls do never come again.

Hola! Im here again, sweeping dust *cough
Well, iv been sick for the past erm...4 days i guess.
Headache headache headache :(
And its no normal headache u see.
When i walk normally, theres a dull throbbing pain behind my head.
When i wake up, i cant straight away sit up like i used to. If i do, i'll feel a super pain sensation like all my blood rush into my brain. To make it simpler, u'll stop anything ur trying to do, squeezed ur eyes tight with ur hands over ur head to endure the pain! :(
And so do when im in sitting position. I'll have to stand up abit first and see whether the pain comes anot, then only in fully standing position..sigh
And why does this happen to me?
I have no idea..Parents and friends say it is cuz of heat and the weird weather nowadays.
Besides the pain im perfectly normal. No nausea no vomiting no nothing(as symptoms of migraine and any other normally happen stress related headache might suggest)
Seriously hate it. Why am i always sick? And it happens that our final is only 3 weeks away!Gosh :(

But thank God now im here at home. If im at Melaka and sick like this, can die weh..
And thanks those who concerned.. Hope to see u all at sch in one piece :D
And btw, hell yeah im not gonna waste my holiday in this state!
Tuesday is National Day and MMU had declared holiday on Monday too!
That means we have 4 days of holiday (Sat to Tues)! Hooray for holidays! ^__^

P.s : overheard mom's tuition kids downstairs with mouthful of nasty words.
Kids nowadays... =_=''

Who the heck am i

This is just the beginning of Gamma year..

And iv lost own self..

I'v lost track on whats happening in sch,what teacher taught today,for being absent from classes.

I've lost track of my homeworks..which asg is due which date, and refer other ppl's asg most of the time..

I've lost count on friend's outings..because i believe i can manage both of the gangs,but at last lost both of them..

I've lost track on tutorials..hence im not sure what's gonna teach this week..

I've lost my identity..

Im not sporty, i suck at basically every sports that u can name it.

Im look nerdy but my results seriously suck.

Im easily being influenced..im not standing on my ground firm enough..

My old self-esteem is built on friendship, academic performance, and outings..

Now everything has shattered..

Everyone has their dearest interest in heart..but i have none

My friend told me hes going to transfer to UCSI or Berklee for audio Engineering, i supported him cuz i know he loves that kinda things..Mecha engi is too hard for him since his interest is not here.

And when he ask what i interested in? i couldnt answer..

I dont have any interest and suck at everything..

Sigh.Now that iv chosen my path as Mechanical Engineering,theres no way back.

I'll do my best to be one :)

I wont emo for too long..

Final is only 3 weeks away,gonna work hard for it..

*I need a hug. :(