Saturday, February 26, 2011

So far so good

Downloading msn to this netbook at last. hahaha.
Been using FB chat for the past few days. Not bad waddd lolz!

Okay, so this is what happened for the first week of ma hols.
Dunno why but it feels like iv been on hols for many weeks dy actually its just first week lol
Thursday night went pasar malam with Julian and his cute and frenly church friend, Yik Xin couldnt make it with us as she had to go back earlier to take care of her grandma.
We strolled around, bought some snacks along the way. My fav is curry fish balls!!
After the pasar malam, Jul and his fren had to ciao to their fren's surprise bday party.
So that left me and my sis. Then we went Station1 yumcha hehehe.
And chatted bout our own stuffs over the drinks and enjoy the soothing atmosphere there.
I dont really like the singers in Station1.
Cuz they sing vry loud and u practically have to shout at each other if u wanna chat!
Last time we used to sit directly infront of the singers one (cuz got cushion lol) and always ended up we have to change venue to a more peaceful place (lik mamak) to chat one.
Then later on we're more sing muk dy and opted for a far and more quiet seat.

And yesterday Julian asked for yumcha after his church so we went to Benny's Corner (a mamak around Temiang) then we changed to Station1 again haha. Think the waiters dy can recognize me dy T_T
We chatted bout his "nasty" history HAHA kidding kidding. And played poker cards and Jingga ( Jul sucks at it =P ) Well,  it was a fun night indeed!

Alright, now im gonna show u my holiday resolution hahaha.
1) Diet
My forever never-ending resolution, since i couldnt manage to strike it off from my list yet =P
2) Guitar
Love love love guitar! Pity im not really good at it. Envy those cafe singers who can play their fav songs so easily! I do have guitar lessons, but the lessons always postponed and til now we dun even how to play a single song yet T_T pathetic huh.
3) Storybookssss
I havent quite done with my Lost Symbol yet =P Dragged vry long dy and left abit ni lol. Shall finish it and move on to the next novel! Yoshhh~
4) Blog more. and keep diary alive. hahaha
Blogging and blog hoppin! ;) And iv bought a super cool, thick diary! Hope to record down my 21 yrs old life in words so that can look back at myself in the future. The way i think, what type of problems that bugged me at this age, etc etc =)

And last but not least, big thank you for everything uv done for me! ^_^
Im seriously glad i had u b4 in my life, seriously. =)

Friday, February 25, 2011

Live now

Life is...in pieces now..
I dont know what to do to fix them back, and i know iv broken someone's life too.
I no longer know if its right to just follow my heart anymore.

I failed to be rational in this kinda thing.
I no longer can differentiate between right or wrong.
The damage is done, no point crying over split milk.

I just wanna let u know, its impossible between us.
But i dont know how to deliver it in such a way that the damage could be minimized.
There were times when i doubt myself :
Do i really hav feelings? Do i deserve others to treat me well?
Yes, if u love someone, u dont hope for any repay of ur contribution..
But at least the other party needs to reciprocate the love too? rite?
U keep asking me, how do i know i dont love u anymore?
My heart tells me that, isnt it clear to me?
Hasnt it dawned to you yet that my feelings on you has indeed faded?
And Im really not prepared yet for a meet up..

Im feelin grateful for the time we spent together. Thankful that ur once part of my life.
But pls gather urself back okay? Im sorry.


Wednesday, February 23, 2011

If only cats can talk

Do u love kitties? No?
Heres some pics to change ur mind!!! :D
This little kitteh is super super cute!!! My fav is the 2nd one! 
Big cat's love. Aww, hao sweet.
Einstein's kitteh plannin his lunch.
I love u couch 
Ah...haahhaha!


Kittehz are cuteeeee arent they?!?!

Creditz goes to IcanhasCheezBurger <-- Dere r moar kittehz here!

Monday, February 21, 2011

Comin' Home


Me with my bushy hair and timmy's pouch on my journey home. *yays*
This is how my hair looks like when i wake up, kinda like lion's mane right haha.
Just the night b4, my fren asked me whether i can wake for my 10am bus.
I was like, of course!! Its not like its 8o'clock bus right? 10am was perfectly fine, and since exam time had trained me for waking up around 8am everyday!
And boy was i wrong. lol that very morning i snoozed my 10 phone alarms, when i did wake up and checked the time, its 925 for goodness sake!
I jumped off my bed and checked the ticket, yea it is 10am, not 1030!
I rushed into bathroom, changed& wash up,then begun to dump evrything into my luggage bag.
And at 1038am, i dy all set in Kuhan's car, heading towards central.
Broke my record! never pack so fast b4 in my life, 13 mins to pack everything and stuff naughty Timmy into the bonding pouch haha.
And great thx to Kuhan for waking up early and send me to central!

Im home at last!! Sleep, eat and study seems like my forever daily routine in Melaka T_T
The 2 weeks seems so damn long and yet we dreaded for 19th to come as its our final and hardest paper.
Well, the paper turns out, erm i think i should able to pass the paper hopefully haha.
Tell u waddd, when im doing part A of my paper, iv never felt so devastated in my entire life!!
Part A we hav to choose 2 out of 3. The first question was easy as sir promised,and i did pretty well. Then comes the tough part. I cant do Q2 and Q3 at all, cant even begin to solve it!!
I was feeling so disastrous and thinking whats the consequences if i failed this paper.
The supp for this paper is famous for its toughness and rumour has it that only master students are able to solve it! So sir advice us, never bother to attend the supp paper. Just retake if u failed.
Omgg but that subject only offered annually, means if retake it'll mess up with our graduation time! No way im gonna retake the subject! No hell wayyyy!!
I moved on to Part B and was really grateful that i know how to do. Sir had promised us 3 easy questions to let us pass the paper. T___T Thermo is so tough.. But at least i think i did the paper better than Fluid last sem. Fluid was a terrible nightmare!!!

Soon after the paper, we went for dinner at Taragon (not really nice and i think the price increased) then we went Jonker!! Its fun to be in crowds of people! :)
At about 11pm, we went Cj's house to play cards and umm..gamble.hahaha.
I was so kia su and gambled 20cents at first while others all gambled rm1.
But then i increased my amount to rm2 la hahaha. Cj was so lucky that night (partly bcuz hes wearing yellow) and won bout rm20+ hmph. Luckily i didnt lost any money, won rm2 or 3 hehe.
Its vry fun to just play in fren's hse and watched American Idol on tv with his mom and dad lolz.
We finally went off bout 2 when everybody started to get too exhausted, lying on the couch and just staring blankly at a boring movie haha.

Warning : Burlesque spoiler ahead.
I reached home bout 12+ yesterday and went to catch this movie with sis Denzel and Yik Xin bout 1pm.
Before this i heard many negative comments bout this show, but its trailer still so appealing to us that we chose this over Mechanics =D
And we didnt regret on our choice!! This movie is sooo amazing! Love the whole concept of Burlesque!
Well, if u google the word Burlesque, it means something like this : A theatrical entertainment of broad and earthy humor; consists of comic skits and short turns (and sometimes striptease).
So the whole movie is about Christina Anguilera as Alice aka Ali, who worked as a waitress in a normal restaurant, quit her job and went Hollywood for a dancing or singing job. There, she stumbled upon this Burlesque club and decided to work as a dancer / singer there.
Actually the whole storyline is quite simple and not much of a crisis for her, everything went too smoothly lol.
But i seriously LOVE the scene where Marcus the super super rich guy who owns "air rights" haha surprised Alice with the super beautiful pair of LV heels the day after Alice complimented a guest for the heels!!!
Omg thats super romantic!!!! Good having a rich bf eh? haha nah kidding, im not that materialistic ;)
All in all, the show was very enjoyable and entertaining. Christina was super gorgeous and talented! She can move and also sing very well! Love her!!
Natural blonde with bangs. Love her hair style!
A very interesting movie packed with sexy dance moves and awesome singing that keeps u watching!

Alright thats all for this post. Happy holidays everyone!
P.s. : I FORGOT to bring my lappie battery charger back! Gosh.