Scars

Have u guys ever experienced this..?
Its like,whenever u hear laughter around you and hot tears will automatically stream down your cheeks?
And you feel lonely in crowded places,you just want to hug urself in a corner?
You feel so disorientated and have no one to turn to?
You just want to find a place and cry yourself out loud?
You look into the mirror and disgusted by the one inside it?

Im hurt.
Im not used to express my emoness but then..
Feel like scrambling something..my thoughts..anywhere will do..
Haiz...u have to face the days eventually..
The time ticks away
the fan continues to rotate
and the starless night goes on..
Who cares?

The night today is especially wet and sombre..

Look at the pitch dark sky,
take a deep breath,
fake a smile
and face it.
I feel better now.

Midnight Thoughts

Its 1250am now..wanna study but cant get them into my mind..

Wanna sleep,but its still kinda early..my usual time is 1am+..

And Facebook?Its getting boring nowadays...

Msging with Him..but hands are still free...

So?decided to crap here to kill my time~ hehe!

Sis is asleep now.Cuz not feeling well.

And she left her comp there,download something.

And her comp is shining with different pictures of pretty girls.

Got leng zai also la but mostly pretty girls.

I thought only guys put fine girls as their screensaver?

Haha.

Today WunChiak was having his 21st bday party at MP's Pizzahut.

My eye is still red and puffy.

So i cant possibly go,unless its a Halloween party.Haha.

Hope u guys enjoy the party ya.

And wc,hope u like our gift! *wink

Lens

Went Sunway with my fellow classmates yesterday.

Been planning for the trip bout weeks and now we're finally offff~!!

Its was fun,but i had problem with my right eye right after we skate.

I was wearing my purple lens that time.

My right eye was very very dry and then begun to itch.

I rubbed, hey the itchiness lessen abit dy.

So i rub and rub and rub,til my eye got abit puffy and red.

Its so uncomfortable and irritating!

Til i dont dare to look others in the faces.And have to close one eye like pirate like that.

Some more,as if not bad enough,my eye begun to have those irritable stringy discharge that blurred my vision.

And i have to blink many times to have a better view!

Plus,i cant take off the contacts cuz i cant see anything without them!

We were short of time and have to catch bus so i have to bear with it first.

Right til we got up our bus,then only i took off my lens and wrapped tissue around them.

No use keeping them.2 hours wearing them in bus and endure the irritation?No way.

Everyone who wears contacts know,

we are used to it dy,and prefer to wear cons rather than our glasses.

Cuz wearing glasses feels like an obstacle infront of our eyes.

And wear cons are much much more comfortable.

Altho we know,wear contacts too often are not good for our eyes,

But what to do?how i wish i still have my prefect eyesight.wuu wuu...

My Likes

I dont have specific idols.

As long as their vocal are nice,why not?

I like The Fray, I like Jonas Brothers, I like Boys Like Girls,etcetera..

And oh did i mention my fav is Taylor Swift??

Taylor Swift,Taylor Swift,Taylor Swift ~~ ♥

Okay.Times up.enough of the craps.Its 127am.

My sleeping time has finally come. =D

It reminds me of one forwarded message :

Starry night shining bright,

It is time,to say goodnight.

Close your eyes,and sleep tight,

May you sleep,sweetly tonight.

Nights all!!