Consolation

At the pondok outside MMU library yesterday.

The weather was super nice and pleasant sunlight penetrating through the trees
It really feels like cny has decided to come a month earlier!! ^_^

I know i might seem emo sitting there by myself, but i wanna celebrate the good weather mar =P
And sadly none of my frens came for the class, so i sat there alone lor~

"Its not if u think its not, it is, when u think it is.." heehee

I dont show it doent mean it doesnt exist.

I hid the another side of me very well.

(The hand is abit cacat there. I sketched on my notes so dont mind the wordings :) )

Awhile ago, a friend of mine msn-ed me, and told me shes feeling very down.

On the outside, she looks cheerful, always wearing a sweet smile and have lotsa friends.

But deep down inside, shes not confident enough, she doesnt have a fixed gang.

This problem is very familiar to me, iv been through it.

Everyone has to go through a life stage which is to struggle with ur own identity, downfall and feeling hopeless.

Just cheer up, find something to give u confidence like being excel in studies, any sports or even take up a hobby.
Dont skip classes cuz u'll feel more emo at home alone doing nothing.
Go out, have some fresh air, dress urself nicely and go to school.
Mix around with people so that u wont think of negative stuffs.

And don't bottle them all up, u'll burst someday.

Find somebody to talk to, and if u cant, blog about ur problems, tweet it or even write everything down in ur diary.

U'll feel better as long as have an output.

Yes, friends are important. 

Particularly for people like me, who doesnt have their stand and super easily distracted by the environment.

Good or bad friends mean alot to me.

I need company, im not as strong as i look.

Just that iv been through that much,

Sometimes i cant find any good company, i'd rather be solo.


This year, i promise myself i'll be a better human. ♥