Scars

Have u guys ever experienced this..?
Its like,whenever u hear laughter around you and hot tears will automatically stream down your cheeks?
And you feel lonely in crowded places,you just want to hug urself in a corner?
You feel so disorientated and have no one to turn to?
You just want to find a place and cry yourself out loud?
You look into the mirror and disgusted by the one inside it?

Im hurt.
Im not used to express my emoness but then..
Feel like scrambling something..my thoughts..anywhere will do..
Haiz...u have to face the days eventually..
The time ticks away
the fan continues to rotate
and the starless night goes on..
Who cares?

The night today is especially wet and sombre..

Look at the pitch dark sky,
take a deep breath,
fake a smile
and face it.
I feel better now.