Blabs

Ah, its holidays again. We have 3 weeks of holidays before its the final sem of Delta. Old huh?

A blink of an eye, its 2012 already. And March is coming too soon I could hardly believe it.

All those rumours saying world is going to an end, we will be able to witness whether the rumours are true!

I seriously do not hope they are true (who would?). I still have a lot of things pending to be accomplished. 

Saw quite a number of my friends went for Korean Winter Exchange Program, which was held by my school MMU few weeks ago.

Was quite envious of them: if only I can afford. Such programs would be so fun and beneficial for us..

Speaking of which, Boyfie told me about a plan the other day. He wanted to go overseas, be a backpacker and work there for a year right after graduation. To gain valuable experience and also pocket money in foreign country. I admire his courage! This is a thing that I always dream of but will never dare to do.. 

My nature is afraid of uncertainties, anxious and low self-esteem. I often doubt my ability and survival skills.

But came to think of it, this experience is once in a lifetime and after you worked, you'll be bound in Malaysia from that onwards!

Even if you have the chance to go overseas, you would be going there for business and work purpose.

I sincerely hope we would one day materialize this little mission! And I am able to discover the other side of me, confident, unafraid of fall and courage in different culture!

Quit living under people's shadows! You deserve to live your own life! :)

The recent me! Frizzy hair huh.

I will be better. :)

P/s: Hope I wouldn't be mad at that parasite. I don't lose anything rite? Just transform the negative thinking into positive strength. I can do it. :)

P/p/s: You're not living in fairy tales, don't expect to find a prince charming comes galloping in a white horse, and seems to know what every girls wanted, how to treat girls and is perfect in everything.