I'll be going back melaka tomorrow to lock myself up for study, couldn't study at sban.
There're just too many things here to distract me. Hope melaka's not too boring and a conducive place for study!
My cny was..quite pleasant. Been out of my comfort zone and came back.
Well, my confidence and self-esteem was undeniably challenged, but at least it's over and passed.
I'm all happy and whole again. Been a struggle for me, i don't know if its a bad thing, but one thing's for sure: I'll be dreading the next cny.
It's time for me to grow up, get to know myself and be mature. Therefore I wont so easily lost myself.
I often compare with others, take others as sort of a standard and question myself why we couldn't achieve..
And until now, I no longer know what's right and what's wrong, and my temper is extreme. I often enlarge small things, make them look significant and make a temper on them.
I'v been standing too long in the shadows, or camouflage myself. Its time to stand out and speak out.
Now that I know I shouldn't make a fuss on insignificant stuffs..I will start my day afresh. :)
My heart is freed after my church. I'm glad to be present in the expanse of the greatness of God. Free your heart from hatred and anger. Life is just too short to have to deal with them. Live happily, achieve something, enjoy every little things in life. Things that appear to be so important and big at this moment, may appear to be small and insignificant in the future. So don't waste your time feeling bad or sad over anything. Don't lose yourself, and have a faith. As pastor preached today, live a life of purpose. If you do not have a purpose in life, it's easy to stray off the course and lost your identity. You'll no longer know what you want to achieve, and will do anything to fulfill your empty hearts. That is why some people resorted into drugs and endless entertainments. Restrict yourself, set a clear goal and go after it. Enlarge your vision, do not let your sight earth-bound and shallow. See far and you'll find that there are boundless opportunities ahead unfold before you. "God isn't letting you fall, just teaching you how to fly. So spread those wings!"
Laugh more, hate less.
Release yourself, enjoy this life. It's all you have.
"Be yourself, cause everyone else is taken." ;)
Trust in Lord.
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